Road of life is paved with dead squirrels who couldn't make a decision.
        
    
 
    
    
	
        
        
    The fire is out in the hopium pipe
 
	There was always a glimmer that would pop into my heart.  He hadn't married the AP and the divorce was finally final almost 6 years ago.  Maybe he would acknowledge it was a mistake.  Show up on my doorstep... I tried to put down that dam pipe but every so often I'd get a whiff of it's enticing smoke. 
 
 
	He died on Monday at 63 years old. 
 
 
	Maybe I can put a lot of things to rest.  I had no interest in dating or meeting anyone.  Went out to dinner one time with a gentleman.  Just couldn't do it.  That stinkin' vow kept popping into my head.  Guess I can let that go and see where it takes me. 
 
 
	I was so hurt when he filed.  I kept thinking how unfair.  My life, built with him for nearly 35 years was ripped apart.  Nobody shows up with casseroles when you get served like they do for a death.  Well I am not getting casseroles now either.  Obit says he was survived by his loving partner. 
 
		 17 comments		 posted: Wednesday, June 17th, 2020
Songs to Quarantine By
 
	Last week it was Don't Stand... Don't Stand So Close to Me! 
 
 
	This week it is:  I Hear You Knock'n But You Can't Come In. 
 
 
	What you got?  Who has an ear loop now? 
 
 
	(Week before last, mine was:  Radio Active, Radio Active after having some medical tests and afterwards told I needed to isolate for a week) 
 
		 16 comments		 posted: Tuesday, March 24th, 2020