lostworld ( member #19197) posted at 5:21 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
DS and MH, constant prayers for you to be held in the very palm of God's healing hand; healing for your body, mind, heart, and spirit.
Me: BS
Him: FWH
Married Over 30 years w/ grown kids
Dday 1: 2007
Dday 2: Mid 2008 (same MOW, 14 month false R)
R'd
The affair was the aberration, not the marriage or the man.
annanew ( member #43693) posted at 5:59 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
GREAT news about the trial!!!! I don't know if this is immunotherapy we're talking about but I've heard some truly positive stories.
Single mom to a sweet girl.
heforgotme ( member #38391) posted at 7:09 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
Thinking of you today and hoping it goes well!
D-Day 11/15/12
5 month PA
Married 20 years, 3 kids
All good is hard. All evil is easy. Dying, losing, cheating, and mediocrity is easy. Stay away from easy.
- Scott Alexander
It was the day I thought I'd never get through - Daughtry
cass ( member #24261) posted at 8:28 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
DDay - April 2008
Me - 58 and doing great, alone.
Don't put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket!
somanyyears ( member #26970) posted at 10:46 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
..fantastic news..
We will keep the prayers coming and the mojo on MAX!!!
..stay positive DS & MH..
smy 
trust no other human- love only your pets. Reconciled I think! Me 77 Her 74 Married 52 yrs. 18 yr LTA with bff/lawyer. Little fucker died at 57.Brain tumour!
Exit Wounds ( member #32811) posted at 10:58 PM on Friday, October 14th, 2016
DS you got the entire SI community/family sending you prayers, rays of light, positive thoughts and healing. 
Exit WoundsH of 17 years got gf pregnant, left our kids 9 & 11 and we never saw him again. -His choice.
Deeply Scared (original poster administrator #2) posted at 12:13 AM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
Hi everyone...
We got home about an hour ago. THe new drug was adminitereed at 10:30 this morning and my cancer still isn't cured 
, lots of blood work and tests...but my hope is high that this will help. It just has to...there is no other option I can accept!!
We have to go back tomorrow morning for more blood work and follow up visit. I suspect we will be in Houston and/or doctor visits even more than regular.
We stayed and the Rotary House last night which is directly across the street from MD Anderson and made it very convenient for us. And was super pretty
This drug is our hope for more time and some pain relief.
So, we stay hopeful but also realistic.
I'm tired
I love you all...your spirit and caring words are of deep comfort to us...thank you so much!!
[This message edited by SI Staff at 1:02 AM, October 15th (Saturday)]
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
Skan ( member #35812) posted at 12:36 AM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
Continuing prayers for you two, and for the success of the new drug trial!
Imagine a ship trying to set sail while towing an anchor. Cutting free is not a gift to the anchor. You must release that burden, not because the anchor is worthy, but because the ship is.
D-Day, June 10, 2012
Catwoman ( member #1330) posted at 12:41 AM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
You got this, DS.
All possible best wishes for peace, pain relief and healing!
Cat
FBS: Married 20 years, 2 daughters 27 and 24. Divorced by the grace of GOD.
D-Days: 2/23/93; 10/11/97; 3/5/03
Ex & OW Broke up 12-10
"An erection does not count as personal growth."
ArkLaMiss ( member #14918) posted at 4:33 AM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
Just HOW stupid do you think I am, exactly?
trying to smile ( member #9683) posted at 5:48 AM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
More Aussie mojo on it's way.
tts
Good Women.
May we know them,
May we be them,
May we raise them.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"so when he finally showed his true colours they proved to be a startling shade of turd".
DragnHeart ( member #32122) posted at 1:19 PM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
Praying and sending mojo. I wish I could hug you both and take this all away.
Me: BS 46 WH: 37 (BrokenHeart911)Four little dragons. Met 2006. Married 2008. Dday of LTPA with co worker October 19th 2010. Knew about EA with ow1 before that. Now up to PA #5. Serial fucking Cheater.
yearsofpain25 ( member #42012) posted at 2:21 PM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
I'm sure it's nice to be home. Thanks for the update. Still thinking of you both and continue to send positive thoughts and mojo your way.
#AK47thisshit!!!
"I remind myself of this. I am a survivor. I have taken all this world has dished out and am still here. So there is no reason to be afraid. Whatever happens, I will survive. So now onto living. It is time for me to thrive." - DrJekyll
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 11:02 PM on Saturday, October 15th, 2016
new drug was adminitereed at 10:30 this morning and my cancer still isn't cured
I'm so glad you got started on this new drug. Thinking of you both and sending all the positive mojo your way!
heforgotme ( member #38391) posted at 12:25 AM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
Hoping today is a good day.
xo
D-Day 11/15/12
5 month PA
Married 20 years, 3 kids
All good is hard. All evil is easy. Dying, losing, cheating, and mediocrity is easy. Stay away from easy.
- Scott Alexander
It was the day I thought I'd never get through - Daughtry
knutz ( member #28877) posted at 3:14 AM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
As usual . . . Kicking butt and taking names!
Think all positive thoughts. Picture the meds destroying cancer cells. Watch some funny movies. Google "Norman Cousins' laughter" and get inspired. Laughter really is the best medicine!!!!
Sending love and light your way!
Together 23 years
Married 20 Years
BW (me) 48
FWH: 49 (rSA)
2 children, 9 & 12
DDay: December 27, 2009
"Life is not what it is supposed to be. It is what it is. The way we cope with it is what makes the difference". Virginia Satir
Cally60 ( member #23437) posted at 2:39 PM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
Posting to say how relieved I am, Deeply Scared, that you're able to use the trial drug - nd to add my best wishes to everyone else's that it will help a lot in terms of both time and pain-free days.
My very best wishes to you and MH.
[This message edited by Cally60 at 8:47 PM, November 2nd (Wednesday)]
Deeply Scared (original poster administrator #2) posted at 7:05 PM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
Good luck tequila shots before my first trial drug treatment on Friday!!
Leave it to MH to make sure I have flowers
I have a couple Hello Kitty hats (shocker, I know!) but MH likes the white one the best, so that's the one I wore during treatment.
If I'm not at work, I mostly don't wear my wig...just cute hats around the house and if we're running errands.
Just figure, fuck anyone that can't deal with a bald 52 year old woman trying to save her life 
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
ZenMumWalking ( member #25341) posted at 7:27 PM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
Lucky tequila, you GO girl!!
Keep hanging in, I hope that new treatment does what it's supposed to do - AK47thatshit!!!!
((((DS & MH))))
Me (BS), Him (WH): late-50's
3 DS: 26, 25, 22
M: 30+ (19 1/2 at Dday)
Dday: Dec 2008
Wanted R, not gonna happen (in permanent S)
Used to be DeadMumWalking, doing better now
Amazonia ( member #32810) posted at 9:34 PM on Sunday, October 16th, 2016
Best way to go into treatment ever!
Continuing to think of you and send positive, healing energy your way. Your positivity is an inspiration to me, honestly.
"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ
